Sketsa Kecil

This morning, I was about to do something that made some of my friends and my dearest mom thought I was going mad. Actually I was a little bit confused lately. I had nightmares, I talked in my sleep, and my mood was grumpy. Those things happened because I was on a crossroad and I didn’t know which path I should take.

And today, just as I was convinced about the path I would take, many things happened beyond my expectation. I received many unusual phone calls from my friends whom I thought wouldn’t call me to offer me something I was looking for.

In about 10 minutes, my decision was absolutely changed 180^o. My burden that had been troubling my mind for weeks were suddenly lifted. The fact that dr.Hardiono, my boss, was out of town turned out to be a fortune because I haven’t told him about my previous decision.

I’m very much relieved right now. The phone calls I received today, the offerings, and all the miserable thoughts I had in mind must happen for a reason. And I know He leads me through all. Those things I’ve been through today are proof of His Loving Hands holding mine through darkness.

I hope this decision I made is the right one. Many obstacles I might find ahead, I’m sure I could handle them because He is just right beside me.

Ps. Len, in spite of the bumpy roads we might see for the next few weeks, something good is about to come! It’s just a little further than the bumpy roads in the horizon so we might not see it. But it’s there!!